Haiis...my and her relationship is like a piece of shit nw...no more laughter..damn so sianz. i wanted it to be good rite from the start but its just that i have no confidence or lets just say it i lacked of confidence,dun even noe wat she tinking rite nw..they are so damn many things that i dun noe. i am so fucking fed up wif everything i do, every single thing.i dun even noe if our relationship will last till this sat anot.fuck it..i very fan nw.but pls i HAVE to act happy everyday.feel like EVEY SINGLE thing is dying on me nw..dun even if she still like me anot..but i can confirm i like her HELL lots..but if you no longer want this realtionship..den dun bother to force urself=) [i dont mean to say this but it's a fact].everyday is a fear to me,EVERYDAY haiis..i wanted to have a perfect relationship wif her PERFECT wan..but nw instead of perfect its so fucking..i cant stand it anymore haiis..feel like crying WTH just wanted to have it perfect nt wanted to have it so fuck..

going to play audi soon bahs i tink...so cant post le..=))


P.S: if U** are reading this pls tell me the truth=))


Maybe its time i face reality

*Stupid Love `
5:31 PM