illusion; the death of joel;

2007-03-11T23:45:00.000-07:00

finally got a chance to blog my stupid blog.camp was okay lah,i mean the instrutors and sleeping that was the only thing i enjoy.and my group really have a attitude prob.watevr l0.sick liao after came back from camp.dunch really recover yet,but no fever.having headache lah.anyway dunch bother lahs.and watever lahs.dun bother.

2007-03-05T01:02:00.000-08:00

change blogskin again.anyway quite troubled,dun ask y,and dun bother about wat i say.so stay off my life,piss off,screw off.thanks.er..no offence though.whatever l0.so sian lah,anyway i got 2 A1s for my test.yipee. lame lahs.i dun not fail any test lah.haiz,nth to post dun wan post long long de.

blame myslef for being stupid

2007-02-28T02:04:00.000-08:00

yay i finally blog...l0ll that was really lame..anyway long time nv blog liao quite alot of things happen but cant be bother to say,sis ish going to use the com,so i just blog for alittle only.

2006-12-28T20:26:00.000-08:00

nt been blogging this few days cuz of the camp haha,anyway its fun though.Dis class de girls really is hor,gone case liao haha nt EVEN a decnet one only gt ok de nia haha,hedy no offense..anyway the student concellor dere was like so funny and firce haha they shout till ears go deaf haha joking only,dun mean it.

First day was totally like shit dun even noe a single one,den awhile later gt ard half of the boys i noe HAHA pro.den gt alot of boliao games. Den the lunch was like.... the food was like shit...nvm finish the rice and vege dun bother with the chicken so er xin and so many fats haha...healthy first!!!!den sumore the talk was like yawns so tired..

second day was obviously better,only one intersting talk,den games,the game better den yesterday lor...the food also improve finish alomost everything,haha damn hungry cuz i ran here ran dere,den gt one stupid balancing station one boy pair with two girls,WTF.....hate it...anyway dun bother..den after tt i was like going to die liao cuz the girls talk talk talk den laugh hai wo...TMDden next station my god sis station haha,she was a malay,den its some finding numbers de test DUH lame but fun.folo by next station,Put one hand into a box fuck ,inside was so er xin and i was being choosen to put my hand in DAMMMMMM....sucker.
den folo by two more games den lunch,filled my stomuch haha.folo by Mr koh talk on ways to make friends,lol.he was lame,cfm very lame..his talk was intersting and funny..but his lame..

Haven decided on my CCA though,Mum wont let me join soccer or basketball,cuz i wear specs,i intend to join track and field or air rifile bah.nt sure or maybe band lor...

Sup Sup OIE

2006-12-25T17:33:00.000-08:00

Sry yiwei darling i'm posting nww!!sat was fun,went to aunt hse for sum crazy chritmas party though is quite early to celebrate but sunday gt another party so gonna make it at sat.Duh~~ went to watch the hoiliday at causeway yesterday with sis and her friend,its damn nice can!!must go watch hor u all.wanted to watch night at the meseum de but tickets sold out,fuck!

gt my results last thursday gt into greenridge,friday went to greenridge saw quite a num of greenridgean,hehe but my class sux all the girls OMG haha,no offense only one lah,quite erm chio?btw stupid joey ask me help her find out whu the heck is vannesa,damn when the heck did i become ur stupid dog?tmr and thursday going for the orentatial cum camping...damns hate it..

P.S yiwei darling is just a friend><
P.P.S the holiday is alittle pervert though haah

2006-12-14T20:07:00.000-08:00

geeting results for sec school next week on thurs..next wed going town with sis for sum stupid christmas present wasted another 50 buck for nth..damn.sis bought6 a naruto necklace for me for chritmas present dun noe wat to get for her,no money liaos=))

Audition was fun except its damn laggy and i finally ish a novice.yays!! but den lvl 6 nia..damn.watched step up ITS DAMN NICE..the dancer ish!!OMG!!very de beautiful and shuai..sumore the hip hop ish OMG de lors..

Audition><

2006-12-07T18:06:00.000-08:00

Vans and converse muacks LOVE IT

i change blogskin again(: luv it addicted to shoes nowadays wOOts
preetty sure tt i got over it nw(: tks zs for listening to my craps yesterday(: and also tks to everyone whu help me(: i tks u all for helping me..i luv everything this holiday everything..waiting for 21dec for the results of sec school wOOts again=)) didnt manage to type a long post yesterday today i doubt so also=))

the pic i make myself de although alittle nt straight but nvm=)) its nice ..

2006-12-06T16:33:00.000-08:00

WTH its so fucking,cried for an hr yesterday,damn it..but cheer up (:
Tks Zi siang whu text me once he knew,tks yi wei for landing me ur shoulder,tks Mervyn for promising to call me today to help,tks to u that i gt nth,but tks for everything u gave me..fuck lor yesterday,crying half way den mum caled,den i was like oh shit! i gt practically 2sec to dry my tears fuck it and act happy and normal,and den she was dere nagging like hell...damn tired nw didnt slp well yesterday...i going to play audi liao(: so stp posting le

i do admit that i love u and i need u

2006-12-05T19:42:00.000-08:00

we broke up dun ask the reason i have nth to do wif u alr..ABSOLUTELY nth u said u still like me its just a feeling...yea a break up it will be...

2006-12-05T17:31:00.000-08:00

Haiis...my and her relationship is like a piece of shit nw...no more laughter..damn so sianz. i wanted it to be good rite from the start but its just that i have no confidence or lets just say it i lacked of confidence,dun even noe wat she tinking rite nw..they are so damn many things that i dun noe. i am so fucking fed up wif everything i do, every single thing.i dun even noe if our relationship will last till this sat anot.fuck it..i very fan nw.but pls i HAVE to act happy everyday.feel like EVEY SINGLE thing is dying on me nw..dun even if she still like me anot..but i can confirm i like her HELL lots..but if you no longer want this realtionship..den dun bother to force urself=) [i dont mean to say this but it's a fact].everyday is a fear to me,EVERYDAY haiis..i wanted to have a perfect relationship wif her PERFECT wan..but nw instead of perfect its so fucking..i cant stand it anymore haiis..feel like crying WTH just wanted to have it perfect nt wanted to have it so fuck..

going to play audi soon bahs i tink...so cant post le..=))

P.S: if U** are reading this pls tell me the truth=))

Maybe its time i face reality

2006-12-03T20:22:00.000-08:00

change my blogskin..i hate to admit but i AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH STEP UP ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
even the song is step up de song is call step up lol ....so nice WTH i love wOOts =))

i audi alittle bit more exp den jiu lvl up liao=))))) luv it....playing tmr bahs...nth to do nowadays lor..haiis.

Dance with the beat

2006-11-28T20:40:00.000-08:00

second blog for the day just finish playing audi.=)).love it..nth to do nowadays really..haiis..results of the sec school will be out on 21dec kinda or sorta nervous lor..+_+ miss everyone sia..=_=

Mervyn asking me out of sat to plaza but cant going out wif mum to plaza.=.- later see them den malu lol..but shld be gone liao lar them cuz they 11 go =.= Oh and with mervyn de mummy LOL..den not so Malu...

I WAN TO WATCH STEP UP my stupid sis yesterday go watch den she ay is better den take the lead kao...the song also best lor..listening to step up de song now..she say step up all hip hop de love it..=))i tink i going cinema watch arh..dun care..go TM watch when i go my God-sis place..go with my fren dere=))..

No one's on9 nw..Sianx dun wan plau audi liao tmr den play..=))sis going to camp tmw00ts the whole rm by myself=))..

step up!

2006-11-28T16:36:00.000-08:00

blog under the encouragement of wanjun=))...but den shld be a very short post only.=.- Audition rocks man i love it,so nice to play lor...sianz arhs nowadays..haizz..nth to write lor..past up my form for the sec school de yesterday saw no one lol....den went to plaza with mum and dad to eat ichiban lol...

2006-11-23T18:29:00.000-08:00

YAY MY PSLE GOT 202 IMPROVE BY 5 MARKS... my choices of school ish
1st:zhss
2nd:grss
3rd: regent
4th:teck whye
5th:dun noe
6th:dun noe
kao so sian lors....nth to do nowadays,btw i change my blogsong liao..Fan yi chen de love story so nice...show de Jing Wu Men also so nice...wtf the song now so nice...

can i choose to be with u?

2006-11-21T18:12:00.000-08:00

the picture hen cute hor?? my name=))
the pig is mine
kissing wif yh dog lol so er
tgt

ytd went out wif yh,sk,jun,joey and ru go fajar bball court to play bball...lols..the girls play just seat down lor and den talk lors..den me yh sk and yh de cousin play match...the middle of the match got sum west spring de wanna play match wif us 4 to 4...they bery pro sia shooting silent den hor,gort one call joey de also keep marking yu heng lols....

so sian lors.ytd lucky nv go bbq coz raning sia..lol-.-''

i need u in MY life

2006-11-16T17:56:00.000-08:00

last day of school liao,cannot study in primary school liao,grad nite today,kinda excited but leaving each other once grad nite is over....really sad this time,=(.... nth to blog really nowadays, miss those days with me frenz....miss those laughing moments....miss those sad moments.....miss those crying moments.....miss those basketball moments.....miss those soccer moments.....

feel like crying now, dun noe y...kao i like cannot hold back my tears liao..... tonite tink will cry de lors.. seldom cry at the last day of school last time but now different coz cannot see each other again liao. bringing handphone to grad nite coz wanna take photos [[ if can lor ]] next tues de bbq dun even noe whether can go or not, dun feel like doing anything now,just wanna cry.. haiz cant even have a smile on my face now..

talking to mervyn just now,dun noe if wan to give her any presents not...haiz. if she bside me now den jiu hao...but she now like bo chap bo chap liao....haiz...guess this would be the last time i mention her in this blog...sigh~~~eyes now like watering plants like that liao..haiz guess this would be the last time i crying for this school now...listening to goong the song now, the so sad song add to my watering can..sigh~~dun noe even can see her today not...haiz..dun even noe today will laugh not....kinda sad now...

i wanna cry...guess i would not hold back my tears anymore

2006-11-14T22:19:00.000-08:00

TODAY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL LIAO WAITING FOR FRIDAY TO COME!!!!!GRAD NITE...tmr she going bugis i going to Plaza with guo ren and Sai kitt,Guo ren wan go buy clothes ask me go with him den i also go borrow books=DDden i ask Sai kitt to go.=PP.i tink tmr i will miss her de lor,kaoS.....

BTW,STUPID FADLI TINK HE COOL MAR,I ANGRY DEN HE SHOUT SAY WAT 'JOEL U DUN ACTION LAR'
DEN I I SAY BACK 'WHU GIB U PERMISSIN TO USE THE COM' hahaha den he shut up liao...
she haven online yet lols,Yh just told me whu he like=PP cant tell coz i swear if i tell i like LC arghhhhh
paiseh hor cannot tell anyone [[including u]]....KAO.Miss everyone OMG I MISS EVERYONE EXCLUDING HER COZ I <3 HER LOL,SO ER!!

I dun like u coz i love u,i dun want u coz i need u,i dun think of u coz i need to see u...

2006-11-14T00:23:00.000-08:00

I LOVE TODAY=).except that part where we went to the navy musem[[dunno how to spell]] AND SHE DID NOT GO!!!!!!2 HOURS DID NOT SEE HER,KAO...STUPID MRS HUEN DUN WANT LET HER GO BCOZ OF THAT BLOODY CONSENT FORM ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS HER!!!!ARGHHHHH!!!!! MISS MISS MISS HER-LOL
btw TMR IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!! AGAIN....CANNOT SEE HER TILL FRIDAY ARGHHHHH [[AGAINS]]!!!!!!!! went to LRT today and saw her,=D talk to her ask her better liao mar,den saw marcel and vincent went to talk to them,den went down at bangkit to buy some things also say bye to her,=DD
today keep on running up and down during chinese lesson, with GR Mervyn they all, they tot i dun wan to go de but den actually i wan de lor,for a particular reason=P..

When ard 12.00 like that the general office call for my name and mervyn de leh,shock tio,tot somthing happen, in the end just photo taking..-.-''''when we come back saw qing zhe crying ahahahah,his hand tio the door i think,run up to 6-hum to find Mdm tay also see her for awhile...=DDD

I LOVE TODAY AND I LOVE YOU!!!!

I need some space to hug u tight to mend ur wounds,to also see u,i love u

2006-11-12T21:49:00.000-08:00

Today sux lor,cannot see her kao,den my cough dying on me liao,sianzzzz....Mervyn wants me to check some price tag for his dream hahahah,shhhh secret hor,lol.4 more days jiu haizzz.....i will miss everyone de especially her.=D kao the ahmui very kao bei lor,keep writing my bad things and also Mervyn de...
btw,the gr also as kb as his lao po lor,keep saying me and joey,*slap* him ar,[[U DUN ANGRY HOR]] to *her,den i say back to him also lor,he and ahmui den at that moment hor,ahmui come in 7-11 leh[[we were in 7-11]] with wei ru and all,haha,den me,yh all laugh till mad,LOLS...

if u need me dun shout out,coz i will go to u even if u are not even saying,i need u<3

i love it

2006-11-08T22:07:00.000-08:00

today school was fun except mervyn didnt come sai kitt too,and XL GR fought until me also got hurt sort of sian liao,haiz, SP sian.nth to do.btw 14 going to dunnoe wat navy de thing wish its fun.....school coming to an end i hate it.face now very pain sial,WJ hit moi face,arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhsssssssssssssss.............coughing nowadays hate it

an forggoten love,i need u

2006-10-31T17:15:00.000-08:00

long time no blog liao haha.sry sab i did not blog, too bad yi wei he dun like u but someone, congrats to zi siang for going to batam, congrats god sis for marrying to a good man(my real god-sis) n bye bye to all haha 17 more days den bye~~ how i hate it=((((( bye bye mervyn i wanna keep in contact, byebye yu heng i will win u in duel master de,bye bye guo ren i will make sure u dun b monkey liao,sry wan jun,joey for bullying u in a kind of childish way,bye to everyone in my class, i will miss u de as in frenz~~n of course good bye to my lovely school=(((

it was the past for a girl but it was a present when till now i still miss u

2006-09-19T23:46:00.000-07:00

I DID NOT BLOG FOR VERY LONG!!!!!!!!!!!my chi get 64 =(((( so lan.....PSLE ONLI 12 day AAAAAAARGGGGGHHHHH....nth to blog abt anyway,sianzvery de sian nowadays,jay new album fucking hao ting.=DD ,wo ai si le.hahas nth to blog liao,tmr mock exam maths de,very nervous(lik real) last mock math i get 55,tmr de i wish can get 60 n above,Mrs Huen say if get all A* (which is impossible) get $10,if whole class pass,go out singapore for one day...if one A* $5 i tink....i going off liao.

leave me never alone.

2006-09-13T01:04:00.000-07:00

i CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN,I OVE IT, AND OF COURSE MY URL TOOO....WOOTS!!!!nth to blog
waiting for the results to see wheather can go chiang mai not.hehe damn nervous....anyway, to yi wei zi siang n sab,i not no taste its bcus last time wo hao xin.heh den shou liu ta...lol

she's not a bitch she is just an idiot and its a super big one.(yw,zs,sab)

2006-09-12T02:23:00.000-07:00

HELLO~~~~~i noe its been ages since i blog,sorrie i updated my blog coz half of my 'friends' ask me to,wait,correction, almost all of my 'friends', i dun haf anything to blog leh, not like last time,last time was blah blah this n that,was really boring...PSLE is coming, not prepared leh,lol...so scared sial.(although its not real)
ok i update my blog till here,bye bye

cant hear u

2006-08-23T22:54:00.000-07:00

NARUTO VOL.34 IS OUT!!!!i borrowning from jia yu husband tmr,coz 2day he borrow zi siang...yi wei's birthday yesterday,told her happy birthday,heh,add in a playgirl.i FINALLY PASS MY ENGLISH!!!!!gt a 57/95,great wan,hehe...i gtg liao worx bye bye

that's me,if u can't stand,ur problem

2006-08-19T06:34:00.000-07:00

blogging nw.i noe very late liao but nth to do,so do blogging lor...after friday when i was dicussing somethings wif sab,(which was after)i felt very the sian...honestly although my previous blog wrote things* i cant forget bt her ,which was a sad things,but nvm la...i dun care nor would she,i dun bother nor would she,she flirt her prob,i dun care,i dun EVEN bother to care,so pls,outsiders stp bothering wat n y am i tinking or y do i care...it does nt concern u...dun try to b funny coz u arent,ur blog wrote bt me,others boy,or whu ever is ur flirting partner i dun care...(i care though)...

if others guy tells u,they love or lik u,slap them,coz i lik u too.=DD

2006-08-17T22:08:00.000-07:00

i change my blogskin!!! nice nt??very retro tt's wat i lik.=DD.been ditch by tt gurl,btw wanna tell tt gurl,u wan hate me den hate lor,u wan angry den angry ur prob,i dun care(u wun care too),u wan flirt go flirt lor,u wan bcum siao or crazy b lor,i dun care nor do i bother to care.u might tink i wan ur pity,no lor,i dun need it,n dun dream of tt day where i am suppose to say sry to u,coz i dun bother.u dun need to bother too,go flirt,flirt all u lik,do wat u wan,become crazy ur problem,nt mine,be an idoit all u wan,be fashion ur problem,n dun wry,i wun wry or tink bt u,coz u nor i deserve each others pity.u wan advoid me also can,u wan crazy,pity me or do watever shit bt me,ur problem,i wun forget u,as in ur so call 'kindness'.n i will reapeat again,i nor u deserve pity,n also i feel lik a fool u noe??nv tell me the truth,pls lar,u tink i would wan to carry on mar??no lor i dun,coz if a relationship onli guys is in there without a gurls love,no use lor.i also dun wan talk bt u liao la.

u tink u'r great??pls. u tink u are big becoz i love u b4 u do??pls lar,u'r just a little ant.

2006-08-14T02:17:00.000-07:00

fucks~~today de math was idiot very de diff.ARGHSS!!!tmr de will b sci,damn worry.n btw i dun noe wheather to carry on this relationship nt,coz she lik bo chap bo chap lik tt,aiyass anyway i dun bother to care liao,she wan chap i happi,she dun wan chap ,her prob liao.i damn de boliao n sianz nwadays lor,xam duo duo,lik the sickening ass lik tt.den at the hall infront mervyn at the back is boon keat,btw boon keat is an idiot,i confirm tt.
he keep making fucking sound n all lor,cant concentrate.=P.PSLE on the way liao,i must block his way.hehe(i noe its a little bit lame though)

pls dun force urself to love me coz i wont force myself to hate u.

2006-08-11T02:29:00.000-07:00

talking to celestine nw.ok,if u dun noe whu she is,ur prob liao.baby didnt on9 2day.sobs sobs=((.anyway todays de mock xam,is si pei ro yi lor,i tink at least a a liao lar..=DD mon maths de,very de stress,deb she lik no care no care de sia...damn it!!!also nv blog sia she,lik an so call 'ass'.pardon me okays??lol.i nw very de buzi i tink i cant blog for along time liao,bear wid me hor.=DD bwas~~

ur love wouldnt b wid me,tt is a great puzzle

2006-08-09T19:20:00.000-07:00

tmr chi mock exam.=DD my fav subject.mon is maths i tink,=(( my least fav subject.nw very de sian,maple play i okok nia.very little things to tok nowadays,her birthday is two later.=DD still dunnoe wat to buy.i tink later i go play habbo,=DD.

hey baby,mayb u didnt noe tt,but i still love u even when u hate me.=DD

2006-08-07T01:48:00.000-07:00

sat fun fair was damn BORRING.so went pap with yi wei they all play blind mice hehe.saw her leg injure brought her plaster....nw no money.n hor,i dun noe hw explain la,just hor,lik suddenly miss her n need her lik tt.anyway,buzi this few days nt bcoz playing com games,but exam cuming liao,mock exam cuming liao too,this fri mock exam,=((.just change moi blog skin,i tink very nice sial,tt y change.n sorry worXX i nv blog so long.=DD.i gtg liao blog tmr orm thurs r mayb later den tt.=))

i wan tt love,tt love tt can nv been change,nv been change too hate u but mis n love u.=DD

2006-07-26T02:24:00.000-07:00

ALAMAK!!!!GIRLS U ALL CAN DUN NAK???i blooging nw ok??atually hor,i is nt dun wan blog.is too buzi to blog la.i nw is HABBO CRAZYX n anyway,i noe its been ages la.so i decided to blog lor.so girls pls stp NAGGING!!!!!!!ok lets keep it short la.i am prety excited bt the food carnival on sat(aug 5th) and anyway nowadays nth to talk bt liao,just habbo`crazy n all lor.n can u all believe it??i spent$$99 on habbo pre paid card.lol!!!i gtg liao.bwas

nt i dun care bt u,its just i habbo` crazyX lar.

2006-06-15T18:35:00.000-07:00

nth to talk nowadays,just keep playing habbo.go youtube,den search for soccer star den learn thier tricks,but hell difficult la,onli learn 4 sia. anyway,today habbo crazy de,banned me for 2 hrs cant play,dun noe y.lets keep it short la,so nth to say liao,i going off le.

rocking my life down

2006-06-13T21:09:00.000-07:00

today play habbo again.hahas,talk to those freaking girls just nw(sab n all) den they go out to eat.lols now adays nth to talk liao,just maple cant play again,hahas.btw,retest is next week,so must jia you worx!!! also very the sian ar nowadays esp holidays,lucky next week mum n dad go thailand,nv bring us go,can on com for BLOODY long,yeah!!!recently lik the song Bad Day by Danial Powter n Amazing by Weslife.also gt listen to take the lead de hips dun lie.chi song nw very little listen liao except for Zhi yang de er shi er....i gtg liao,byebye.

y must i fall in love wif u again?

2006-06-11T21:05:00.000-07:00

y0z.its been lik ages since i blog.haha..anyway,i playing habbo so beri beri busy,den sis wanna set up a company in habbo,ask me to help her,more buzi.haha,holidays has started boring very boring.onli use msn chat den play habbo so sian.wat the FCUK.(i wanna spell wrong la coz dun wanna scold baddie wrds).ok.den one more thing.i decided to give tt ungrateful up.so dun ask whu i lik or wat ever shit.its my SECRET.HAHAS
oh n,it club last week was fun,beri fun.the last day which is friday jia yu sign in den talk to yu zheng den me sab n jia yan haha,write those stupid things to yu zheng lik,'' HEY U, EDWIN IS MY BOI DUN U EVER THERE TAKE IT FROM ME'' n also ''THE PERSON I LIK IS EDWIN I DUN LIK U'' den yu zheng was lik ........ keep saying ''......''
haha,i laugh till lik crazy.hahahaha.ok la i gtg liao.bwas mayb will blog tmr.

DUN make me fall in love again......

2006-05-25T18:35:00.000-07:00

Sighs..Maple cant play again dunno y.Anyway hell boring recently.-bored.Whu cares monday haf supplementry.Nice.N summore whole week.Beeri Guuud.Retest for maths is on 19,gonna prepared dad say if can get 75% den can go watch movie.wanna watch "Da Vin Ci Code'' and "X-men''.Dad and Mum going thailand on the second week or third week i am not sure.Den i can go to baby-sitter hse n play maple.cool.Recently fall in luv with Eminem songs.Especialy ''Stan'' hell nice.Dunno y now lik English song then Chinese song.Lata after blogging think will change blog skins.Yesterday is Meet-The-Parent for taking Report bk.After collecting,gt hm gt scolded by Dad n Mum.-Shurgs.

[U]NDEAD

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2006-05-23T18:50:00.000-07:00

its been a while since i last blog.damn stress right now.need to do hell lots of assesments n retesting math exam is on 19th june.hel tired right now.maple is an ass the server cant log in.fuck,wat rotten luck i haf.ni just wanna tel u guys out there,i am not love-sick or wat,i just find the previous blog meaningful.anyway tt is a song lyrics.ass.boring,nth to do just wanna wish tt maple will b able to play after i finish blogging,wat an ass,rotten luck but nvm.n anyway supplementry during first 2 weeks of holi n it club.dun feel lik doing anything right now.just wish maple can b played.okie.goin to test now.wish me gd luck.

hell stress

goin' crazy

2006-05-16T23:01:00.000-07:00

Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right
It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
That's right baby
Im goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do?
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I just break down (down)
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you baby

i love u alot,very much and ALWAYS

2006-05-03T22:59:00.000-07:00

walao,today ass la.xiang ling push my head on the chicken rice.hehe,n den i pour lemon tea on her mee sotong.today the exam hell easy lor.i finally gt the click five-catch ur wave,omg so nice!!!gt a liking on english song nowadays,hehe.anyway tmr gt chi pp2 sia,tink will b diff de wan lor,hecking care la.

in love wif mrs she

2006-05-02T23:07:00.000-07:00

didn't blog for very long liao.i was wondering when i see yi wei's blog,she say she wanna tell me sumthing n also i would lik to tell jia yu,its wrong very wrong to lie to ur parents although i did no noe anything but i think its sumthing not gd.okies,now exam going on this week and next week ,walao damn stress,omg and wtf.lameshit lor.okies got to go,bwas.oh ya and today the english exam is fucking simple,haha

i can never change the love

2006-04-24T23:29:00.000-07:00

i haven blog for centuries liao.today sunddenly gotta the urge to ask her* to stead wif me.but last time sab(its not sab,dun get it all wrong) said she* only like me as a fren not love me as a boifrenz.hainz=(.basically i alr noe the ans liao it will b a no wan lor.oral today n on thursday leh.walao!!exam cuming soon.still gt alot dun understand lik perimeter on circles.wa biang!!damn it la,feel lik killing myself leh exams,test so many things.i really wanna concentrate sia.wat the shit.today Mrs Huen no cum.=] yipee!!,wish she dun cum on tmr,thurs n fri.=p...really dun understand ar nowadays ppl really gt attitude problem.i noe i also haf but i am trying to change i want to change give me TIME!! ALL I NEED IS TIME!!!!recently i fall in love wif linkin park's song-faint,it's simply wonderful lor.walao so cool n nice.

i wan u to wan me the way i wan u the way tt it shld b

2006-04-18T23:19:00.000-07:00

hello.its lik been ages since i last blog,anyway change my blogskin recently,i find it rather nice mayb coz i am fool,haha just kidding.anyway today can onli blog for little short while coz short of time need to do lotta work

i do wan u to b in my life

2006-04-12T23:39:00.000-07:00

ok,blogging today again coz no intending to blog tmr,going out tmr just to eat,tmr is gd friday sia cannot haf remedial again wat the ....hell.haha,ok now i am going to sleep no i mean do hmwk.too sleepy liao cant stand sia,walao!!!damn fucking many hmwk today coz tmr public holiday.hell,cant imagine tt mrs huen give so many hmwk n even treaten us tt if we talk will add hmwk.no bcoz i hate den i say tt,just bcoz is not fair,how i wish monday would cum coz after school staying back for IT club n also can play bb.oh ya,must buy the freaking prefect vast for $5 walao n den the colour is green wan lor,together wif a badge for prefect bcoz the tie will not b using liao,i think tt is bcoz lik this i no need to change frm uniform to PE den back to uniform.
student investinger(i dun noe how to spell but is for prefect,chairman n vice chairman n NE champ)1.30 to 2.30 so 1hr less to play bb den must go around the sch pasting poster coz of the needy walao 30 min gone.

when will u den b mine?

2006-04-10T23:33:00.000-07:00

hi,i got a few days no blog liao,haha.anywaydid not play basketball today bcoz raining.oh n i got injection today,omg.pain sia summore still two injection n den got the body check up sia.so yucks!!-shurgs-today hmwk only 1.yeahsss!!!hurray!!okie its time to go,bwas

i can nv b urs

2006-04-07T04:48:00.000-07:00

yawns,woke up 5.50 today,was damn sleepy.went to sci center today.okay la not very bo liao also not so fun.just lik the shadow freeze damn ar tt one.today hardly play basketball sai.miss basketball so much.haha.

2006-04-03T23:24:00.000-07:00

yo.sry long time no blog liao but this few days very buzi la.....my basketball skill beta now liao,yeah!!!btw,this fri going sci center cool man,wish fri will cum earlier,cant wait,okie i need to go liao,bwas

basketball is all bout me

2006-03-13T16:58:00.000-08:00

dear girl,
i feel that the time has come for me to tell u how much i love u.i noe u're out there sumwhere. dont worry i will find u.

And when i do,i hope that u will love me bcoz i am joel not bcoz i'm prefect.i hope u wont b embarrassed when my clothes dun match,or b annoyed when i went to watch the other girls play basketball instead of u.

i hope tt u will remember tt i play soccer not football,and tt i play midfield not defense.i pray tt u will love me despite my tendecy to forgets birthdays.If ur parents invite me for dinner write their name real small on my hand so tt i can use it as reference.

pls noe tt i will always act strong and in control but inside my heart i am actually lost and confused.pls dun worry if i hurt myself.instead,b there to mend my wounds with hugs and kisses.

understand tt loving each other means being together,but not all the time.we should neverbail on our frenz.alos understand tt imay at times act jelous and overly protective, but only bcoz i have insecurities not bcoz YOU are doing anything wrong.

And if we fall out of love wif one another, pls dun hate me.And if i cry in front of u,pls dun laugh at me.pls noe tt i am sensetive...in a mainly, tough kind of way.

pls b honest wif me without being hurtful.after all, i am a BOY.and i promised to b always honest wif u,bcoz u deserve honesty.

and no u arent fat,so pls dun constanly ask.and u dun need makeup either.oh, and dun b upset if u cut ur hair and i dun notice.i will love u even in levi's and a t-shirt.

i hope u dun think i am asking too much of u.i just wan to b happy making u happy.i am cuming to find u,so dun go anywhere.stay where u r.and by the way my name is joel

the biggest part in my heart is u

hmmm...

2005-12-15T18:39:00.000-08:00

hmmmm........another boring day but nvm.later gonna go out riddy bicycle..yay!!!but hor must wait quite a loggie time..hahahahazz.yer n tt yi wei orh talk to me lik hell out harsh..she lik a sec2 one den still lik not caring sia she thin she wanna b noble hahaz..ok la today rite a little short cos no ime cya

arrrrgh....

2005-12-14T19:35:00.000-08:00

goodness gracious...its damn boring!!!argh...y lik tt...holi damn long!!!!argh!!!booooooooooooring.hehe my rune damn gd now bcum lvl 17 liao hehe..but its damn bored arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!hell out of me...3 three weeks nth to do...omgoddddddd!!!!!!!!!wahahahahz so i m wondering hows every1 cant wait to go back to sch...nvm..just 1 more week n its done..hahahahz.tried doing pri 6 work but hell out tough sia!n my sista scold me say everyday on com but its really bo liao wat she shld haf try she last time holi also everyday use den now she complain me??????!!!!!!!!!!alrite la dun so hou da..hahahahaz..alrite i gtg liao byebye..cya
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fukin boring day

2005-12-13T19:51:00.000-08:00

yoyoyo.sry for not bloggin so long but ya u noe i was playing runescape lvl 14 liao sia gd improment yeah u noe.but its still boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.omg how cum holi so long everyday play neopet n rune will also play till sian de lor.stuck in the hse for three weeks n nth to do.oh my fucking dae.alamak den sum of my frenz no online sia..damn boring lor...anyway just saw klara's blogskin n u noe wat its damn cool(klara ia alden sis if u dun no)sab 1 is cute...sum lik jia yu n zi siang no update..hahas i feel lik i m critisizing other ppl...ok gtg next time haf time den post again...cya

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boring

2005-11-30T21:08:00.000-08:00

hmmm...another boring day,jus now playing runescape.wa lau those ppl i saw the bronze first den they took it.this one nvm ut when a lvl 54 de wanna give me bronze the witch kill me den all my cape and all lost sia stupid idoit sia.hainz nth to do wondering at home den the runescape so lousy liao dun wanna ply liao those game always lik this one den i must start back again.no mood to play liao den those online free game aso so childish sia.tody is the second week liao lor nth to do sian sia.

beautiful and fond memories

2005-11-29T17:04:00.000-08:00

hey hey, last two daes robiotics competition got fifth. the teacher is mad cos the room too noisy n i did not noe tt as i went to the toilet when i come in he was angry and obviously barking (u cant expect a person angry n not barking he will mayb go mad) marcel was obviously angry cos marcus n i was too playful i thin erm ya n marcus n i wif Mrs Seetoh along got on a taxi to school to take a complete set of the lego mindstomp n after two whole daes marcel n i took Mrs Seetoh's husband car back to home(her husband was quite handsome n her child was veri cute)n sorri for not blogging so long but i noe tt i haf shared beautiful n fond memories at bpgh(bukit panjang govement high)oh n there is fun n big bet u will get lost if u 1st got there.me too find the toilet tiil lost myself lucky see a senior there ask him wheres the toilet n how to go back to the canteen.the leadership of the school r quite friendly la but also funny lor wish can go next year n make it at least one week n must be the same team(marcus,marcel,cheryl,jia yu n me obviously) cos i noe we shared beautiful n fond memories
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